somethings in the air tonight

does something ever inspire you so much, reach so deep into your soul that it hurts? is that something like truth? like how truth hurts? i don't really know. but that's how i feel sometimes when i listen to certain music or watch certain films. but i haven't figured out what to do with that sort of strong feeling & overwhelming inspiration yet. in fact, the only way i react every time is to write (& listen to more music and watch more movies). that's all i do. and i want to turn that into something productive. so hopefully it will carry over to my screenwriting endeavors that i am currently embarking on. fingers crossed. 

life is scary & exciting right now. definitely not boring or stagnant. thank God, but seriously. things are changing. i feel it in my bones. i should probably go read my horoscope and see what the planets are up to these days...