only love is all maroon

"only love is all maroon
gluey feathers on a flume
sky is womb and she's the moon..."

i just discovered the glory that is bon iver.
it does not take me long to know i love music, ya know what i mean?
i literally bought the album on itunes with a leftover christmas giftcard a mere 5 minutes ago.
and the lyrics above are from the very first song. can't wait to hear the rest of the album.

so january came and went and life is still unclear and it's all still making me feel so far from home. i've never felt so far from home. but i have this inner peace & joy. thank you Jesus. seriously. i would not be surviving if it weren't for the mustard seed of faith that i have somehow miraculously been given at this point in my life. 

i know three things for certain: there is a definite path i'm on in life and that most of it is out of my hands right now and that i have A LOT to learn. 

i feel that this part of my life journey has a lot to do with becoming broken, facing myself & starting all over, and learning about what love really is. 

currently reading: The Dharma Bums by Jack Kerouac
currently listening to: For Emma, Forever Ago by Bon Iver