so excited.

the release date in the U.S. has yet to be determined, but say your prayers that it makes it. i CANNOT wait to see this film.
view trailer @ howtobemovie.com


new year.

i have a feeling 2009 is going to be an epic year.

it's only been a week since i got back to nashville, but in some ways i feel like it's been way longer. i've been learning a lot about myself & about the "box" that we all build around ourselves & walk around in like zombies without a clue what we're doing & without a clue how dead we are to all the life outside said "box".  I realize this is quite rambly sounding already and probably doesn't make any sense (it probably won't to me if I were to read it again with more than three hours of sleep.hah.), but there's so much going on in my mind right now & so much change happening that I couldn't possibly put it into words.  All I know is that I feel like I'm waking up. I feel like I'm alive. And I would venture to say that I have not felt this way ever. It has something to do with reality revealing itself to me all over the place. Not like I'm becoming a realist or anything. In fact, I've actually been surprised to find that my optimism about life has remained intact & has even become stronger.  

I have no clue what's in store.  I feel like I'm constantly stepping into unknown territory now, due to a few catalysts that entered my life at the end of 08.  This is utterly terrifying and utterly liberating all at once. Like I said, even after just 14 days of the new year, I feel like 2009 is going to be epic. I used to hate the unknown, but now i'm learning to love and embrace it.

here's to the great adventure that is life!

happy new year.